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Love & Marriage (revisited)

It seems I've ventured into this topic not too long ago. But this time, I've had a change of perspective.

After what has seemed like the worst breakup of my life to the person I thought I was going to marry... I'm left with broken feelings about relationships. I started dating someone new, but already feel like he's not the right person. I see so many marriages end in divorce, and hear about so many relationships that just "settle" or make it work with someone they don't even really love.

Is that the reality?

Is love the fairy tale and a loveless marriage is what you end up getting after you've fallen from cloud 9 and started seeing clearly? I refuse to believe this. This would have to be the saddest, most dreadful reality ever. Life is not fruitful without love. There is no greater joy than my hope for finding my true love. This "reality" takes the sun out of my sky. It takes the color out of my world. It takes the air out of my lungs.

If I have to live alone for the rest of my life and believe in love or get married to someone I don't love just to have the life I want... I think I'd take the life alone.

I want the fairy tale. Screw reality.

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